3 bulan~

3 bulan sudah belalu..x sangka..pejam celik pejam celik 3 bulan da..

hehehe..taw ke 3 bulan 2 menda?bt its not bout baby ok...da 3 bulan ak kje kt co ni..

hehehe..mula2 mcm2 hal, skunk pon mcm2 hal jugak...kelaka pulak rse dok kt co ni..tp walau apa pun..byk pengalaman yang aku perolehi kt sini..mcm2..dlm pada waktu yg sama juga, byk plak offer yg memanggil2 ak..alhamdulillah..murah rezeki aku..tp aku xnk la bersikap tamak..kalo ad offer yg lagi mahai, bole la ak berhijrah..tp semntara ni nk stay dlu kot..sbb bos pon ok, even mcm2 aku dgr..tp juz let it be..biase la 2..kalo xde suara sunyi sepi la co 2...hehehe..mcm dlm hubungan jugakk..hehe

bila da kerja ni aku rase macam nk belajar la plak..tp blum rezeki aku tok belajar kot..hehehe..tuhan suh aku kumpul dwet tlong parents aku...hurmm..bila da pegang dwet sendri ni mcm2 plak nk melaburnye..heee..mula la dok suh bli itu ini, bayau itu ini..hehe..baru la aku taw cmne rsenya nk carik dwet...tp xpe...bila da kerja ni bwat aku rse matang..tp..aku x rase cm matang pon...kt co pn ak plg muda so bos pon xde tegor sgt..tp,x tegor2 die pon ak still kne bejaga2 sbb ak dlm tmpoh pcubaan lagi.hehe..

tapi ada satu menda yg buatkan aku rse bangga sekejap..hurm..cmni kisahnye...hari 2 mcm biase aku hantar repot kt agent,n agent 2 ckp ak salah repot lak...ak pon tego la ckp tgk date 2 betul2..n one more thing jgn pggil ak kak sbb aku masih muda..hahaha

pas2 die tnye la umur aku brape, n die x caya aku ni masih muda...hahaha..aku bantai gelak la...tp ayat die ni la yg buat aku bangga sekejap..

'oo muda lagi la ek u ni..bgos la, muda2 da jadik accountant, kerja rajin-rajin selamat bekerja'

hehehe..bangga aku sekejap..cm x cye jek..cita2 aku 50 percent bejaya,walaupon masih baru tp aku still maintain ngn job title yg ak inginkan..alhamdullillah...mudah2an cita2 aku betul2 tercapai...insyaallah..

updated!!

waaaahhh.lmenya x update blog ni..hehe..bz2..manyak kje nk kne wat..memasing pon da kje..

aish..apa ak melalut pon x taw laaa...haha..so, environmnt kt opis bawu ni ok gak..even ad menda sket2 yg slh..almaklum laa..org bwu nk belaja..mest ad slhnye..haha..

hurm..da dpt kje bwu ni, makin mencurah2 lak rezki ak..alhamdullillah....tp..ak xtaw nk stay or grab each pluang yg ad..huhu...cmne ek?tggu result kua dlu la bwu planning cmne..aish..takottnyee...

ak x taw nk melalut apa ag..so juz tggu la idea mncurah2 dtg lgik..

hehe...salam..

hurm...

its almost a week ak kje kt tmpt bawu ni..

so far co ni mmg ok,and bos pon baek,i can see dat..hehe

sgt2,rse nk gve up pon ad..tp ku truskan jua untuk mndptkn pngalamn n ilmu yg bley ak gnekn.

hurm..tp pe co ni agak penin n mencabar kewibawaan ak even ad experienced,bt ak se tergugat 

kt cni ak rse agak terasing,sbb ak xtaw nk kwn ngn sape..sume cm wt hal masing2 jek..

wawawaa...sedeynya..hurm,staff pon masih sygkn acc yg lme ni..

ak??ak xtaw bley twuskn ataw tidak..sedey gler..

se nk gve up jek..se xnk kje jek..!!

rse terasing sgt,tp apkn daya..

tp..ak perlukn wang tok idop..haha...

ak takot ak xley bwk menda ni..

its very complicated,even is a small co.

ya allah,kuatkn hati ku ini,teguhkan la hatiku ini..

inilah menda yg plg mncabar ak pnh rse...

xpela,ak akn aggap sume ni sbg cabaran tok ak meniti kejayaan,

ak akn sahut sume cabaran itu,even xde sape yg support ak dr blkg..

bt hopefully ak dpt berikn khidmat yg terbaek kpd co ni..

hopefully...

amin~

::dunt b to honest!::

haha..tajuk die pon da mmg cam pelik je an..?hurm..meh la ak nk story sket..

ak sbnrnye xphm da dunia ni cmne..

nk dijadikan crte,tuhan suh kte jujur dlm apa jua perkara..

tp certain perkara mmg xley nk jujur sgt..tok kpntgn sndri gak..

hurm..so lesson foor today yg ak dpt

jangan terlalu jujur!!sbb..ble kte jujur, kte ktne taw risikonye baek ke buruk

kalo jujur tp dpt feedback ok xpe..ni kalo jujur bt feedback is to bad..

kan susah!haha..so org jujur zaman skunk ni x didiktiraf sgt cm zaman nenek moyang kte dlu..

so,as for lesson,korg xyh la nk tlalu jujur sgt..sbb jujur korg 2 nnt mkn dri gak

org skunk ni xley tgk org jujur sgt,t dipijak2 nye kte..

hehehe...tah pe ak ngarot pon xtaw..

so kalu korg2 nk carik kje lak,xyh la jujur sgt p crite dari A-Z..

sbb sejujur korg 2 la yg akn merugikn korg k?

so my advise is,dont be so honest..heheh

kne pndai klentong2 sket..hahaha

tp tok luver,parents jgn la men tpu2 lak..

xbaek..hahah

ok?

**SURPRISE!SURPRISE!SURPRISE!!**

TODAY WAS A VERY2 WONDERFUL AND PRECIOUS MOMENT IN MY LIFE,

BUKAK PUASA BSAMA FAMILY OLSO CELEBRATING MY BUFDAY!!

OLSO THANX TO MY COLLEGUES FOR UR SPECIAL CUPCAKES...DELICIOUS!

N VERY PRECIOUS IS, BUKAK PUASA AT RESTORAN REBUNG IN BANGSAR,

WHICH MEAN, DA BOS IS CHEF ISMAIL,CHEF YG TERKENAL NGN KUIH RAYA CORN FLAKES TUE..

HUHU..MASAKAN DIE MMG SGT SEDAP..SMPE X LARAT DA NK SUMBAT..HEHE

MCM2 ADA,NC KERABU,NC PUTIH,NC BRIYANI,MCM2 LA..

THANX TO MY BRO FOR TREAT ME N OUR FAMILY..

LUV U ABG!HEHE

THANX TO NEERA,MY COLLEGUES

 BERGAMBAR KENANGAN DENGAN PEMILIK RESTORAN REBUNG, CHEF ISMAIL...

THANX TO MY BRO FOR THE GIFT..REALLY APPRECIATED..TREAT ME DINNER SUDAH CKUP BRMKNA...THANX ABG WAN N K.SARA..=)

RSE BERMKNA SGT BUFDAY TAWON NI..ALHAMDULLILLAH..REZEKI YG MAHA ESA KURNIAKN..

MUDAH2AN, AK DIMURAHKN REZEKI N DPT LA AK BLS JASA ORG2 YG KU SYG NI...HEHEHE..

AMIN~

: : argh!!nyah kau dariku... : :

*i keep thinking about diz thing*

*it keeps running in my head!!*

*argh!!i really hate diz!it makes me feels dat i really need dat and im so regreted!*

*i wish dat i could turn back tyme and grab everything in front of me n never ever regret it anymore..*

*but..wt should i do?everything already past..n i have to move on for a better life..*

*this is all my fault..its hard for me to make my own decision, i can thinking properly in critical tyme*

*bt wat should i do...?i was hoping dat i will never repeat diz thing anymore..*

*i will grab all oppurtunity and chances in front of me..i will nt thinking twice anymore..everything in front me,i juz grab it!*

*dats is my life,i have to make my own decision..*

*like my sis in law said "dik,kalo ko nk ko nk tgktkn idop ko,ko kne la wt perubahan n brani mek risiko,smpe ble ko nk dok c2?mmg smpe ble2 pon xkn nek..ko da ad edcation dik.." *

*wat she said was ryte,if we want to succes, we have to take all risk and grab all chances*

*i was hoping dat i could get better than diz..*

*i will not do da same mistake anymore,grab all!*

*oh PETRONAS, i wish dat i could be part of u..i willl try again*

 

Tak paham!

     aku x paham betoi la dgn sorg makhluk tuhan ni..xpaham pe yg die nk pe sebenarnye..huh..jeng2..jeng2..korg nk taw 1 crite x?ad la dak baru kt tmpat keje ak ni..die ni chinese..bos bawu employ die..so awl bln 8 ri 2 die da masok kje..dgar2 dak 2 ad experienced dalam bidang 2..8 years experienced ktenya..so ak n membe ak ni dak bru masuk,so xperienced 2 of cz la x byk sgt,nk bndingkn dak 8years 2..so sume kje yg susah2 bos suh bg kt dak 2..so we all juz do sumting simple n setaraf ngn xperienced we all jela..

     so nk dijadikan crite..kteorg pon pk dak ni mest ley wtnyela..u all nk taw pe die wat 1st day masok keje?die gne fon opis tok kol member die,pas2 komplen kt member die opis ni cmni la cmtu la ..huh!pas2 p toilet we all ley kre la..dlm sehari 2 ad la 50x tah2 lbih per..mmg each tyme die akn p toilet..wt kjenya cket jek...huh..we all mmg bengang gler la!da la tyme 2 peak season...nk kne kejar deadline..die ley wt rilek lak???kalo korg bengang x??

     pas2 kebetulan tyme 2 ak mmg xley nk wt ot,cz nk setelkn hal konvo ni..ak gerak awl la..memb ak ckp,dak 2 gerak awl.supposely tyme peak mg kne wt ot even xmau.(ak de xcuse xpo..hahahah).lady boss pon cek la keje pe yg die da wat..u all taw x???haram 1 keje pon x sentoh!!huh ngamok lady boss...hhuhuhuh..kalo lady boss bsg x tahan woooo..bingit...hahahaha

     den da 2weeks dak 2 keje..tbe  mse yg dinanti2kn..(hahahaha jahat gler)..da semggu lbih bos bg kje tp dlm 2weeks die keje,1 kje pe pon x siap2..huh..even ak n membe ak yg xde xperienced ni dlm 2 ari da ley siap keje 2..huh..pas2 dak2 opis sume mmg da aim la dak ni..dak ni mmg BLUR, NO RESPECT, XTAW MALU, die ttp gne fon opis cm bapak die pnye..n keje 1 pe pon x pnh nk ciap,,ble tgk jek,page yg sme smpe la 2weeks ni..huh mmg pns ati r...then ri2 ak dtg opis bos kte dak ni da resign bos kte "sumting wrong with her,she wants to resign,then don want" hahaha mmg senget kn??actualy bos pon da lme perhati dak ni..juz die bg pluang jek..tp dak ni mmg sangat DEGIL la..we all pon x taw nk ckp per da...

     actually story ni ak nk share sbb u all pk laa...gaji die mahal(8 years xperinced 2....tp cm xde xperienced jek ak tgk..huh),den keje yg die wt 2 x la byk ane pon..die dok rilek dpt gaji byk cm2 jek..we all yg ssh pyh,wt kje belmbak2 ni gaji sket jek...so dats is not fair!so dats y la we all ckp kt bos..seb bek la bos pon phm..hheheheh..papepon dak ni mmg ak xpnh tgk la..mmg pelik sgt prangai,attitude die..hurm..so harap2 korg jgn la jdik cm2 yek??ok..

konvo day*8.8.10*

*this is my convocation day..kind of nervous,after waiting 3 years to get diz..phew..*

*i kne p raptai dlu,wt preparation pe yg patot,daftar n so on..huhu*

hehe..bajet dak sem 1 laa...


*then,hari yg i tggu pon tbe..i grak dr png..so kne la bgun awl2 pg,kui 5 bgun da..adeyh loteyh den..huhuh*
*sampe je kt jitra, 5min nk kui 7..huhu..ku sgka x rame org tp ad gak yg mai awl..huhu..so p la daftar*

*ku pikir da smpe ley la twus daftar..but..kne tggu an hour gak laa..huh!kalo taw mai lmbt pon xpe!*

*so da beratur masok dwan,tggu lak pgarah mai lmbat..pas2 dgr lak dorg bebel2 dlm sejam*

*so pas2 bawu nk bg anugerah..huhu..kebetulan rezeki parents i murah...before diz dok dgr berita parents xley masok dewan..den taw2 parents i dpt tmpat VVIP..hahaha..rezeki2..*

luv them a lot!muahx 

terima anugerah
*so tyme ni p mek anugerah,jln pnoh sopan santon..hakhkahkah*

my heart..muahx!

*thanx kt die ni..sbb sudi dtg n pembakar smgat i..syg u dear..*

*setelah 3tawon onak duri ranjao pe sume ku tmpuhi,slama 3 tawon..bjaya jua ak akhirnye..thanx pd kwn2 seperjuangan yg byk mbantu,juga lecturer,parents ku n sygku yg bg smgat pd ak dlm ak bnar2 tertekan..dan syukur Alhamdullillah..bjaya jua ak akhirnya..*